Its 6:38am and I am up and dressed for the gym. I haven't been in maybe a month purely do to lack of motivation and poor time management. I have been watching what I was eating for most of the month, but there were days that I did eat chicken fingers and ice cream in the same day. I ALWAYS beat myself up later, saying you can only do that if you see the gym, but I never go. So now that it is October 1st I am really going to push to try and make it to the gym everyday this month. I have seen how my stomach looks in the new dress I bought in the summer to wear in the fall and I look pregnant. No crunches and no cardio really do make me look like I am a few months pregnant, how sad of me. I'm 28 and could be fit, but I weigh 154.6 and since I am only 5'2 I really should be smaller.
Poor self image definitely comes from working around beautiful women all day, but I can always reverse that and take care of myself instead. So I am headed off to the gym as soon as I get off of this computer and I am going to start the change and make myself feel happier by the way I look.
:)
Poor self image definitely comes from working around beautiful women all day, but I can always reverse that and take care of myself instead. So I am headed off to the gym as soon as I get off of this computer and I am going to start the change and make myself feel happier by the way I look.
:)
