I'm 29, I have cancer
I've don't know where my life will take me next, but I feel like I have way to many distractions around me. I have lost myself and the want for this world to have me. I go through my daily routines and I loose myself in them. My head is no longer clear, my thoughts are tangled, I don't form complete thought patterns, and I've grown to not like who I am.
People around me seem to have things planned out better then me. They seem to be able to do it all. I'm jealous of the lives my friends lead, I'm stuck in a spinning wheel.
How does one even start to find themselves after a chunk of their body has been cut into and removed? Where do I begin?
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