Sophia Vergara and Thyroid Cancer

So I have been sort of diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer, they can't really say what it is till they open me up and test the mass inside me, but to add a cherry to the whole process they think the cancer has spread into my lymph nodes. I had a ultrasound mapping done and there are two that are larger then the rest and they are right near the mass.

So far I have seen 3 doctors and omitted 1. One doctor is in NJ near my house and one is in NYC. How does one choose a surgeon? Yes you need to trust him, but how do you know what he is really telling you will happen? Anything can happen on that bed...

I want to close my eyes and this never happened to me. I am so overwhelmed with dealing with this, seeing doctors, having tests done, and working.

I read that Sophia Vergara from Modern Family had Thyroid Cancer in 2008, I guess she had plastic surgery to hide her scar. Because she is the new Pepsi spokeswoman she has a huge billboard up in Times Square. I took a picture of it and started to cry as I walked away. She is now my inspiration, she survived and now look at her, endorsements and TV shows out the wazoo. I don't necessarily want all that, but I do what to achieve my dreams and inspire others. I want to mean something in this life. I was to feel like I am on a billboard every day.